17.4.10

18.10.2009
- You're scared of letting anyone know much of anything about you because you feel it'll save you the trouble of letting yourself be hurt in the future
- And you have a problem with understanding why someone or anyone in general would be interested in you because you don't see much in yourself
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19.10.2009
- You seem the kind of person who's afraid of being serious with someone, afraid of being loved for fear of being hurt. *kisses* I'll never hurt you
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17.12.2009
- I feel like you're hiding something massive that you're ashamed of or something you're uncomfortable with or whatever
- something about yourself that keeps you reclusive or whathaveyou
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15.02.2010
- Your shyness throws me off fiercely
- I think it's cute but it leaves me scratching my head at times. I pride myself on the ability to read and understand people but you're one hell of a mystery to me a lot of the time
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17.04.2010
- You're the most difficult person in the world to understand and that's somewhat of an understatement
- You're incredibly introverted and self conscious of what you do and how you think and how you react to things. Your biggest fear, it seems, is just letting go. You're inwardly destructive in your reaction to yourself and, from what I can gather, your lack of ability to 'connect' with anyone is what brings you the most 'pain' (for lack of a better word)
- What I feel is... Like perhaps you feel like you're always in someone's shadow, maybe?
- Not one for attention, so much, but at least some recognition for what you do
- Then again, obtaining that 'recognition' puts you 'out there' which is a far cry from your comfort zone
- So you sit 'comfortably' in your current state yet you yearn for something more
- And that makes you angry with yourself because you won't let yourself have what you want
- Which leads to feelings of inadequacy and depression and somewhat of an overwhelming feeling of misery at times
- You cry because it's the only emotion you can express with yourself that makes you feel human, yet you see that as a sign of weakness which instills that lack of self worth
- But I'm probably 100% wrong because I have no idea what I'm talking about because I clearly don't know you
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4 kommentaari:

Jaak ütles ...

for the same reasons, i can totally go with the last statement :D

Siiri ütles ...

don't think like me, it's freaky

Pisike pood ütles ...

^.^ Not my thoughts. But thoughts on me.

Siiri ütles ...

well, er, ma mõtlesingi tegelikult seda.

they're true.